Sometimes, when people are sad, nothing can really bring them back up right away.

Not words, not good advice, or even the people around them trying to make them happy can't make them happy just like that.

We should never tell someone to just be happy and forget about what's holding them down
because we're not dealing with the pain in their heart.

It takes time and patience for someone to get back up. It's not that easy.

cry if you must. i'll always be here okay :)
don't you try to act all strong with me now.
muahs

gosh. something really freaky just happened today in the library. :/ pfft
mm. nevermind.

you kids! mock saja kamu tau.
it's never a good idea to be. alone.

haha. very funny.




oh and, something got me smiling all day today. (:
who would have thought you'd actually remember me?
guess i didn't change much over the past 5 years.

except the fact that i don't use hundred over clips on my hair anymore. pfft.

heh. oh and babe, i would have recognized you if i was wearing my contacts. ngeh.
too bad. sorry :/ but i DO remember you. trust me. i do.

ah, all the memories that came slapping on my face.


well then, i guess i wasn't that invisible to you afterall. HAHA.
but i bet you forgot how to spell my name. :)




oh and btw, i'm starting to hate that deformed face security guard in the library.
ngeh. no one picks on freddie i tell you. D:


i'm stopping everything for good now.
i can't stay stupid forever you know?

if i'm stupid, it means i'll be useless. if i'm useless, it means..
i couldnt help menjana ekonomi negara. eh? :)




muahs.

weee.
went to nini's house for a little hari raya celebration? :x haha
it was suppose to be a small gathering ba.
took some pictures. which i bet my face looked like crap. mhmm.
talked alot. heh :) made me feel good. it has been a long time since we last talked.
aint that right nini? HAHA.

thank you babe.
oh, and i like the song you let me listened to.hahah




hmm.

i've been watching movies for the past 2days. ngeh
blame my brother. he wouldnt stop downloading movies into my computer.
but yeah, i get to pick some of the movies to download. >:D that changes everything. heh
though i still didn't get to watch the decent 2. YET. pfft.

you know the movie piranha?
that was just ugly.
Don't ever watch that. it's stupid and porny and bloody and disgusting.
it's like happy tree friends LIVE. get what i mean?
and IT'S EFFING PORNAY I TELL YOU. PFFT.
stupid stupid movie. wasted my time.
I've sinned. darn it.

oh, today.
i watched dead silence.
it's a horror movie.
it was. hm. yeah. it was kind of. extreme. yes.
horrifying indeed.
i mean, i wasn't scared or anything. but it was kinda pfft.
AH FORGET IT.





i'm sleeping with the lights on tonight.



i had fun in the library today.
seriously. :) worth getting screwed by the security guard anyday.

the migraine i was having that time was killing me. but i forgot about it afterwards, since i got distracted. mhmm.

let's all play that game one day.


you want to know something? i feel really stupid right now.
my headache came back just now so,
i slept from eight to one something and nobody bother to wake me up. geee.

thanks alot.

ngeh. imma go study physics now.



oh. and. happy independence day Malaysia.
missed the fireworks :(

I've spent my whole evening learning how to ride a bicycle instead of studying today :)

without any of you turd's help of course. weee

I'M GETTING THE HANG OF THIS falling down thing man.

i'm almost there.

oh yeah baybeh.

now i just need to know.. how to stop it without falling off the bike. pfft.




no sweat, watch me