I actually think we still have hope to patch things up and be together again. Well, at least I used to.
Now things are different. We've been acting like friends for more than a year since we last broke up. Hope? Nah. It still hurts though.

I used to get really happy and excited with you find me and starts a conversation but I can sense that my feelings are slowly fading away. What we once had. It's sad too because I start to forget many things that you once told me. I really still do like you but I think you've moved on a long time ago. I'm the idiot who's been waiting here for the sky to fall.

At times, I regret having you in my life. You're a liar but I can't seem to stay away from you because you make me happy. It's frustrating.

Last time, when you told me you will further your studies in Penang, I was actually pretty sad inside because I know we wouldn't be meeting up anymore but right now.. I think it's better that way.

If I could erase all these feelings inside of me, I think everything will be okay. but can I ever do that? I guess it's true when people say your ex can't remain as your friend.

Help me. sigh.