Tuesday, December 30, 2014
@ 1:56 AM
I wonder why.
You only like being around me only when I'm at my best and you'd leave me alone when I'm in my shittiest day. You said I needed to cool off? How do you know that's what I need? All I ever wanted was for you just to be there for me when I'm down. Is that so much to ask for? Whenever you're sad or feeling down, I'd go the extra mile and do silly things to cheer you up. Honestly, I'm not asking for anything in return but the least you can do is not abandoned me and leave me be like that whenever I'm not in my best mood right?
Among the rest, I've always considered you my best friend because I know you'll always be there for me through thick and thin but boy was I wrong. Today, it helped me realized and see what I was too blind to see all this time.
You only wanted me when I was in my best mode but never when I'm sad. And to think I actually had a tad bit feelings for you. Well, thank you for helping me realize that you're not worth it anymore. I will try and pay less attention and knowledge of you from now on. Eventhough I have no idea how to do that.
You're the only one that can make bad days better here you know. Yeah, you have a lot of other people around you so maybe you don't really notice that. Whatever. Screw you.
Never again will I be so silly and stupid for a guy.
I wonder, how can someone make you feel so special today, but so unwanted the next day?
This is life I guess.