Don't come and go

Say something, please.

anything
ah, here we go again. same old same old. >:D don't be shy. you know you love me. hahaha.

hmm, i don't want to leave school. no. not yet.

I love the holiday. :)
though it gets really boring sometimes.
i'm practicing hard how to ride a damn bicycle. >:D
i love my blanket.
i love surprises
i want to be taller. taller taller
i think chemistry and physics is effed up
there's no way in hell am i going to ns. nonono.
i like rainy days
i like good mornings :D
i want to play the piano
oh, and i like you.
so stick around for awhile okay? :B

Thursday, December 18, 2014

@ 2:47 PM

Shame on me I suppose.
For getting too close.

Sometimes, when I don't feel happy or I am not in my 100%, I just wish you'd just be there for me and listen. I am such a complicated person who enjoy overthinking and shit like that and ended up being all emotional over unimportant stuff. But that's how I am. I'm only human and I'm not perfect. You told me you do not like the way I am now. But is it permanent? Do you think I like to act like the way I am now?

Well, I finally understand. You only enjoy my presence when I'm happy and joyful, but when I'm upset and moody, you do not like it. Is that so.. Thanks for letting me know that.

I really thought you were different though.

Starting today, I will no longer be the same person I was yesterday.
and I promise you, my feelings for you will end here.